P.S.V.L.’s Theological Questions

Hello, everyone!

It’s been a while, hasn’t it?  😉

While I haven’t entirely “gone away” since I closed up shop on the Aedicula Antinoi blog (or, rather, closed it to public view), and the present website has existed since that time, I’ve only been able to add much more to it, and begin fleshing it out a bit more, over the last week or so.

I have been “gone,” in the meantime, in a variety of ways that have been both useful and painful.  I’m not here to give an explanation for any of that to anyone who feels that they are owed one, nor a justification, nor to provide any excuses for my absence–none are needed anyway, and while you might disagree with that statement and are free to do so, this matter doesn’t have anything to do with any of you or your own ideas about these things (and that is not meant to offend anyone, it’s simply the truth of the matter!)–but I am here to start sharing some of my less-formal thoughts with a wider audience once again.  Some of those that are larger projects and things-unto-themselves will be manifesting in publications in the near future, and I leave those things to themselves.

But what about this blog, and what is it for, and what is my intention for it?  I’m glad you asked!  😉

I have realized that in my online absence over the past two years and two months (roughly), despite continuing to comment on other blogs, I have been very depressed.  There are lots of good reasons for that depression, including some of the circumstances that were afoot when I stopped blogging, and there have been more than enough other problems that have arisen in the meantime to keep one both occupied and downtrodden.  I was feeling very disillusioned with online activity in general, and online activities in the various polytheist (and also Pagan) communities and outlets as well, and desired to withdraw from them as much as possible.  Part of that meant going cold turkey and simply stopping blogging after November 27th, 2016; and, as Antinous had relieved me from that particular devotional burden Himself, as it was deemed to no longer suit His own desires for how to spend my time well, that was pretty much that.

But, what was the overall cost of that?  While I had written a few books before I began my blog in August of 2010, the fact of the matter is I had written the majority of my books, including two very long ones, while I was writing my blog.  I wrote probably around a million words over those six-plus years, and was generally producing between 200 and 10,000 words a day therein.  That meant that when I would sit down to write something “serious,” I could do it relatively quickly and easily, and would not spend too much time spinning my wheels and getting distracted by other things or daunted by the blank page staring back at me.  While I am still generally not daunted in that way, the fact is I had hoped that all of the time I had spent blogging might instead be spent on getting some devotional projects done, some of my already-existing work reformatted and edited for publication, and so forth.  In reality, I have started a few new books since then, completed a number of articles that were submitted for publication (most of which have been released), but have not been able to complete a full-length book yet.  Some of them are painfully close–within hours of being finished, in some cases–and I just haven’t been able to manage doing it.

So, if something isn’t working, going back to one’s methodology when things were working better is sometimes a good strategy.  I have been contemplating that, figuring out the best way to approach it, and entreating Antinous for advice on the form this would take in the meanwhile, and furthermore ascertaining if I had His permission to do so, because ultimately if He isn’t on board with something done for devotional purposes, there is literally no point in even attempting it or thinking further of it, and I trust His judgement on that sort of thing entirely!

I got the high-sign earlier today on this, and so here I am.

What I intend this blog to be is not a response to the latest scandal in the sector of the religious blogosphere in which I run, nor commentary on current events, media, and political issues (though those things are important and I’m certainly thinking of them frequently, and am sometimes even doing things in relation to them, spiritual-practice-wise as well as otherwise!)…even though those sorts of blog posts that I did tended to get the most views and the most comments, they weren’t the ones that I tended to like the best, and they often lead to the most pointless arguments.  The sorts of posts that I made that I enjoyed the most, and that I would have preferred to have had extended discussions of in the comments (and elsewhere when possible) were the theological questions, the devotional activities, the exegeses of texts and interpretations of points of philosophy and doctrine, and of course the actual expressions of devotion I produced through poetry and other varieties of writing.  More often than not, those posts had very few views, very few comments, and generated the least amount of discussion both online and offline…and yet, those matters were far more important and enjoyable for me, and were ultimately the purpose of the blog itself.

So, whether anyone decides to read any of this or not, I’m hoping that such will be the case with this blog, and that I will post near-daily (or at least several times weekly) entries that are (hopefully!) shorter in nature, not extended discussions but simple and relatively short responses to potential or interesting questions…a kind of imagined theological dialogue with an unknown and perhaps even theoretical interlocutor, who will sometimes state the question openly or will sometimes only imply the question which I will then attempt to answer succinctly.  (We’ll see how successful I am on the matter of succinctness in the months to come!)

But what about the actual reading audience?

I have debated about that as well.  Sure, I’d like to just have my thoughts be there, and to have no one respond to or criticize them, or to just come with something out-of-the-blue that is tangential to what I am trying to address; thus, I was considering not having any comments sections for the blog.  But where’s the fun in that?  Dialogue with actual people is a very good thing (even though dialogue with an imagined audience that tends to reflect one’s own inner demons can also be very useful!), and so in order to create some semblance of that, I am going to allow comments on these blog posts, with the following caveats:

  1.  I may not respond to all of them, or even any of them; that will largely be a matter of time and availability, but it also may be a matter of interest.
  2. If anyone posts things that are abusive toward anyone, or are abusive toward me, the comments will be deleted and the offenders will be banned from commenting further–no exceptions.  I do believe in freedom of speech as an absolute right, and I also believe in the usefulness of a critique offered considerately and constructively; but if you want to berate me simply for berating’s sake, go and do that elsewhere, in your own space and time.  I will be a hospitable host until a guest, which all of you are in this particular space, acts in ways that are disruptive and deplorable.
  3. While tangents are often the essence of a conversation, I’d prefer for a good tangential comment and potential follow-up question to be the subject of its own post rather than being an extended thread in the comments.  So, if that is the case, I may say “Look for my answer in an upcoming post” rather than answering questions directly in the comments.

And, if I think of anything else, I will come back here and add it to the above, or post a revision-of-policies note at some stage in the future.

But I will try and keep it topical to theological questions as often as I can!

If you don’t know me or haven’t heard of me (don’t worry, most people haven’t!), and are not interested in nor have the time to read my full biographical information, I will wrap up the current introductory post with a short introduction of myself in as brief a manner as possible.

My name is P.S.V.L.  I am a human being.  I am a polytheist.  I am a theologian.  I am a Shrine-keeper.  I am a ritualist.  I am a poet and a writer.  I am a performer.  I am a metagendered person.  I am a devotee.  Before all other things, I am these things; in comparison to all other things, these are the most important matters of note in the current context.  I am lots of other things, and on some occasions those other things impact what I may write about here, or how I write about things, because those are parts of my experience, and that is ultimately the font from which flows all that will be produced here; but at the same time, I hope it is my thoughts on particular subjects that will be the focus of this section of my online presence, and not anything else.

I have ideas.  Some of them might be brilliant, while others may be ludicrously idiotic.  Feel free to criticize those, question those, probe those, and investigate those all you like.

I also have personal characteristics that include things like my physical size and health, my political affiliations (or lack thereof), my social statuses, and various other things that can be connected with issues of identity.  These are parts of my personhood, for good or ill, and while some of them can change, develop, or shift, many of them are relatively permanent (at least in my current incarnation!) and will likely remain so.  To criticize, question, probe, and investigate those things can be uncomfortable for me, and to do so is often considered rude or inappropriate in today’s circles, for good reason–and especially to attack me for “being” something rather than for “doing” or “saying” or “thinking” something is the essence of what it means to make an ad hominem argument, which is widely known to be a logical fallacy and an ineffective rhetorical technique (despite remaining extremely popular in political and social circles!).  Thus, such matters as that which become the focus of your own comments will not be given any time nor energy here.

Without further ado, let us get to some burning questions, some freezing questions, and some room temperature questions as well!

What are you doing for Foundation Day (October 30th) 2025?

I’m so glad you asked! 🙂

Due to circumstances beyond my own ability to alter (and, unfortunately, which no one else can help with…short of a saintly philanthropist with so much money to donate it’s unlikely in the extreme!), after ten years of living in my apartment and maintaining the Aedicula Antinoi (et Thetis) and celebrating Foundation Day here each year since 2015, this may be the last such occasion I am able to celebrate. (Yes, that means the Shrine might be closing and I might be forced to move, but the Shrine will continue on in some form in the future, even if not as a “Shrine” any longer.) The circumstances are too complex to give the full story…but needless to say, in the event that this is the case, I have asked the Deities how They would like to proceed, and the way I am outlining here is what I have been told.

For the (possibly, but hopefully not) final Foundation Day of this iteration of the Aedicula Antinoi et Thetis, limitations of the space and geography prevent me from inviting anyone and everyone here to celebrate with me…but, via virtual means, it is now possible to include many more people than have ever been able to access this Shrine up until now.

This is the seventh iteration of the Aedicula Antinoi, which has varied from a single shelf in a bookcase when I first started worshipping Antinous in 2001, all the way to its currently maximalist form as a single room in my apartment that is used for nothing else. When I leave this apartment–whether in triumph (because I am moving to a larger residence where I can have a larger room for the Shrine) or in tragedy–there will be another form of the Aedicula Antinoi et Thetis, and until I die there always will be. But, when the latter situation might occur (the tragedy of having to move for less-than-triumphant reasons, that is…not the tragedy of dying, which I hope isn’t going to be in the next few months!), while always uncertain, might end up being in the next few months, and possibly with very little prior notice.

I have had several semi-public Foundation Day rituals since the first one in 2001 at University College Cork in Ireland, often away from (though incorporating elements of) the Shrine itself–in whichever form it existed at this time–but despite the current iteration of the Shrine being the most amenable to accommodating a limited number of other people to celebrate, I have not yet had a single person be able to join me in my Foundation Day ceremonies. (Something has always gone wrong or comes up for others and they’re never able to make it.) I’ve had as few as one and as many as twelve others join me for these festivals on other occasions…and for this potentially final celebration in this iteration of the Shrine, Antinous and Thetis as well as myself wish to welcome as many as possible who can realistically attend in virtual form.

So: we’re doing it on Zoom! (I know…not ideal, but it’s what we’ve got to work with at the moment.)

The ritual will be on Thursday, October 30th, from approximately 3 to 5 PM Pacific Time. I would much prefer to have it during the evening/after dusk, but due to various conflicting factors and in the interest of making it accessible for some who are in other countries, this is the best I can do.

Please plan on coming early; the Zoom room will open at (or before ) 2:45 PM Pacific Time. We will start promptly at 3:05 PM with the purification ritual. After this, no one else will be admitted. I do not have the staff or the technological capability to monitor the waiting room and chat that would allow alternate possibilities for late attendees and such; but, remember, this is an actual ritual/ceremony that is solemn and formal, and so if you’re not taking it seriously, and just want to have it on as background noise while you eat your dinner on Thursday night, this is not the event for you.

There is a fee, which will cover obtaining food offerings, as well as Zoom and other costs associated with this online event. If the fact that there is an offering fee for a ritual offends and sickens you, 1) don’t plan on participating in Shinto rituals at any stage; and 2) this is not the event for you. There are several levels of “ticket” for this event, from regular participation online, to “want to make an offering but can’t be there (virtually),” to “please pray for me/us,” with the latter two options being ones where your attendance at the ritual is known not to be happening beforehand. If you want and intend to attend, register as such, and then if you can’t be there, we’ll have your name and other info so you will definitely be included by name in the prayers and offerings. If you want the ritual’s petitionary prayers to pray on your behalf but you absolutely cannot afford it, send a message via this link and I’ll make sure you’re mentioned. Donations above and beyond (or besides!) these various levels of participation are also graciously accepted.

You will receive a PDF the morning of the ritual via e-mail which has many of the prayers and other activities in it, which you can follow along with at home. PLEASE NOTE: You will also receive the Zoom link for the ritual via e-mail in the morning; you will not need to log into EventBrite, or to get any sort of actual/virtual “ticket” from their website in order to attend, nor is access to it via their website. This is done for security reasons, as automatic access via EventBrite does not allow me to vet the attendees to make sure (insofar as it is possible for me to do so) that no one is coming to disrupt things, even though it is a paid event and serial disruptors don’t generally pay over a certain amount to try and disrupt. (Sadly, in helping with other online events, I’ve learned this by experience.)

Every effort is being made to make this a sacred and numinous event, and thus your understanding is appreciated!

In addition to what is here in this blog post, please read everything (including the FAQ) on the EventBrite page, and if it is all something you agree to and are willing to make your appropriate offering for, do register!

And, if you like, spread the word about it, and feel free to reblog this, or link to the EventBrite page given above as well!

I hope you’re all doing as well as possible at present, and may you have the blessings of health and happiness, safety and security, peace and prosperity, and all other abundances you may wish from Antinous, Thetis, and all of the other Deities and Divine Beings, today and every day!

Upcoming Event!

One of two events you all should know about that will be occurring (or beginning) in the next few weeks…

“Embedded Treasures: The Most Useful Medieval Irish Christian Texts for Pagans/Polytheists to Know”

Online Lecture (via Zoom)

Sunday, November 24th, 9-10:30 AM Pacific Time

$10

“Embedded Treasures: The Most Useful Medieval Irish Christian Texts for Pagans/Polytheists to Know” will survey many medieval Irish texts that are not often studied (or even known about!) by people in modern pagan and polytheist religions/spiritual practices, what is useful in them, and why further consideration of them might be of benefit to building one’s practices of festivals, knowledge of Deities, Hero/ines, and Ancestors, and other useful resources!

The presenter for this event is Rev. Dr. Phillip A. Bernhardt-House, who has a Ph.D. in Celtic Civilizations from the National University of Ireland/University College Cork. “Dr. Phil” published the book Werewolves, Magical Hounds, and Dog-Headed Men in Celtic Literature (The Edwin Mellen Press, 2010) based on eir dissertation, and has many academic publications, most of which can be obtained easily on eir Academia.edu page. E has taught History, Religious Studies, Philosophy and Psychology/Basic Comparative Epistemology, and Irish Culture and Society courses at several different colleges, and has been a polytheist for thirty-two years.

Some further questions, as well as tickets for the event, are available here!

(I will have more information on the second event very soon…once I figure out what the best option for offering it will be!)

Listening…

Look for an interesting (possibly?) set of announcements on this blog in the near future…a one-off presentation, and an ongoing class/study group I will be starting…

But in the meantime, the theme of “listening” is an important one in general, for all sorts of reasons.

Some of us have been trying to listen, while others have ignored what some have been saying for the last decade or more, or have even ridiculed both what was being said, and what wasn’t being said but came across all the same…and now that actions have spoken far more loudly than any words could have ever done, we are where we are.

We certainly shouldn’t stop speaking; but we also can’t forget to listen again in turn, and listen in good faith. It’s a hard lesson, and a painful one, and I hope for the best amidst it all for everyone. Let’s especially hope that as many as possible do some good listening, always and especially when we’re also speaking.

I invite you to listen to the lyrics of the following song, which have a whole new meaning for me now…

And, if you’re in the need for further food for thought, look up the poem “Zuerst kamen sie …” by Martin Niemöller. We’ll hope we’re never in a comparable position to that; but I trust the words of all the survivors of the Sho’ah who have said things are sounding awfully familiar at present.

I’ll be back to regularly scheduled programming (i.e. theological questions no one cares about, books and courses and events no one reads or buys or comes to, and Deities most have never heard of) shortly, and with any luck more frequently, over the coming months and years.

What is the greatest barrier to building community for modern polytheists, pagans, magicians, occultists, esotericists, and others in these areas of religious/spiritual practice?

I’ll begin by saying that my suggestion here is not universal–I am suspicious of anything which would claim to be universal in any manner whatsoever, and so what I am saying will not apply in all situations, and cannot be taken as any sort of panacea.

Further: I am not talking about “you” specifically in saying this, whoever it is that the “you” who is reading this happens to be, and so if your natural response is to feel that “Oh, PSVL must be talking about ME!” please be assured: I most certainly am not. I have no one in particular in mind with this, and though I have ideas and memories about where I’ve heard sentiments like the ones which lead to my making these suggestions, it’s not personal to anyone specifically.

That’s the nature of talking about communal trends: they’re not individual, they’re collective. Individual actions and ideas may contribute toward these trends (nothing else can or does!), but the responsibility for the collective results cannot be placed at anyone’s individual doorstep…for the most part. In the realm of these particular religious and/or spiritual groups and movements, they are–by nature–not especially organized, not centralized, and nowhere near as communal as one might wish them to be, and getting communal cohesion on any particular issue (from the most basic definitions to the most complex set of social minefields to navigate) has proven absolutely impossible in the past. That is one of the effects of what I’m going to be talking about…and, it’s unfortunate that the feedback loop created then means that it is also less possible to do anything about it.

Now, let’s see if I can move toward actually describing what I think my answer to this question is at the moment. Please keep in mind that it’s an answer shaped by my own positionality in the culture (primarily) of the United States, as a late GenX’er, mainly in the Pacific Northwest, and with the individual demographic characteristics (whether privileged or not…and most of them are “not”!) which I have as features of my personhood.

There’s a tendency in modern pagan, polytheist, and alternative spiritual/religious communities and movements in the U.S. over the last 30+ years that I’ve witnessed from the start of my involvement with it–i.e. when I first met someone else who said they were “pagan” (as I understood myself to be at that point, thinking it was synonymous with “polytheist,” which it most certainly isn’t, and as I found out to my surprise quite a while later)–which I think emerges out of the American preference for individualism, rugged or otherwise. This, in itself, is a natural outgrowth of the fact that in order to live and thrive on the “frontiers” of the expanding United States in the 19th century, long before Ralph Waldo Emerson put some of this into succinct written form in his essay “Self-Reliance,” people had to be very self-sufficient. If one’s shoes wore out when one was migrating West, especially before the Oregon Trail and other such routes emerged with their trading posts and such, then one was going to have to fix one’s shoes oneself, or make new ones. Given that a lot of people had these skills anyway (especially if they were of simpler means and of lower socioeconomic classes…which might be why they had to find their futures “out West” rather than staying with a family business or estate in the East), what they could whip up on their own was all they could do, since a cobbler was not likely to come along anytime soon where they ended up. This is a great self-selecting characteristic to have in order to successfully settle a frontier area, because those who didn’t have such characteristics and the preparedness as well as the improvisational intelligences in order to make it work did not survive; but, it also carried some perils and some biases that also played into some other things which happened.

What if one encounters people who already lived in these new areas, like all of the Indigenous People? Well, with these inbuilt tendencies and the biases they create, rather than meeting them and saying “Great! Some people who know how things like prevailing seasonal weather patterns, what crops grow, what can be foraged, and what animals frequent it all work and function in this area that I can learn from!” what ended up happening was they encountered them and instead reacted with “These people are competition with me: they already have good lives here because they’ve been here for years, and so rather than assimilating into their ways, or even just getting to know them like I would anyone else, it would be easier to steal from them, or kill them and just take everything for myself, rather than having to do the hard work I would have to otherwise to make my living out here.” Yes, this is a reductionistic view, and I’m sure some people weren’t as horrible as that; and, I would bet that many of the people in this situation never actually parsed it all out in that specific way mentally before they did it, nor afterwards…but, history demonstrates vividly that this was what happened in far more cases than we would like to admit, I’m quite sure.

My intention here was not to use this opportunity to talk about issues related to Indigenous People and their inherent rights; but, it’s not an issue that can be separated from the general discussion when we talk about “the Pioneering Spirit” and such things.

But, a species of that same type of thinking persists in American culture generally, and especially in those who grew up West of the western borders of the original thirteen colonies, and even more so when anyone American branches out into an area of inquiry in which few (if any) others have gone before them. As those of us involved in the alternative, non-mainstream (no matter how many books on these subjects there are now in specified sections in Barnes & Noble) religions and spiritualities concerned here know, it generally feels like one is an island unto oneself until one finds others who are also interested in these things, and it therefore becomes a “survival” situation.

Those of us who grew up in the late ’70s, the entire ’80s, and well into the ’90s (and, arguably, later even until after the internet was firmly established in the early ’00s) that were not already part of some alternative community, or who had parents that were strongly countercultural (hippies, beatniks, etc.) and were already involved in a non-mainstream spiritual or religious tradition, found ourselves having to strike out on our own into entirely uncharted wilderness, often with no guides at all, no sympathetic ears nor wise elders to advise us, and if we asked anyone in our lives, we were likely to be told “not to concern yourself with that sort of stuff” (or “those sort of people”), if we weren’t actively told “that’s demonic and you’ll go to Hell” or worse. Whatever you had theologically, practically, ritually, or materially, you often had to create yourself. You found yourself as a “religious/spiritual pioneer,” with many of the same situations applying to your existence in these new spheres as some of your Ancestors may have had if they were actual pioneers in the U.S. a century and more ago, or they would have assimilated into it if they arrived here later (without knowing that’s what they were doing in a conscious, informed, and consensual manner…not because of any fault of theirs, but because of the social pressures the prevailing culture imposed and demanded upon them as soon as they arrived).

Now, fast forward that situation a few decades down the line, and where does that put us? Is it cultural appropriation as far as the eye can see? (I’ll bet you may have thought that’s where I’d go with this after what I mentioned above! And if you did…well, keep reading!) No, not quite that far…but it is “appropriation” of another variety a great deal of the time.

Go back to the enterprising westward-moving pioneer from our example above. If they were to move quickly and easily into an established city that had a cobbler’s shop, and they had some money, they’d just go there and get their shoes fixed. Even if they didn’t have money, they might go there and arrange with the cobbler to pay them over time, and likely as not the cobbler would be sympathetic to them, and would acknowledge that having shoes without holes in them is pretty essential, and they might appreciate that it takes a lot of courage to come into a shop and say “I don’t have the money for this now, but I live just over there, and I can pay you over time,” and thus might be more likely to hear the person out and lend them a sympathetic ear, because there is nothing like shared vulnerability to make someone compassionate and empathic (no doubt, the cobbler has had some difficult times in their own life at some point as well, etc.).

Fast forward a few years, and that customer and the cobbler’s kids might be attending the same school, and the customer might be an established neighborhood grocer or general store owner or doctor, or they may find themselves in many other situations in which their communal interests not only meet but end up being mutually dependent, and even reciprocal. “I can’t pay you now, but I could give you and your kids new shoes for the next year” might be what the cobbler says to the customer from back in the day who is now a doctor and the cobbler’s kid is sick and needs some care that chicken soup and bedrest won’t fix.

Community is created when people learn to trust each other, not because they volunteer to do so out of some moral obligations, but because of necessity. If you aren’t a skilled plumber, a trained doctor, or any number of other specialized professions, then you’re going to need to consult such people from time to time. If you piss off the doctor, and they’re the only doctor in town, then you’re going to be out-of-luck when you need someone at 3 AM because your kid is sick.

Now, what about paganism, polytheism, and other such things? Well, the situation is similar, but also very different now.

When someone finds out about, let’s say, runes, then one might read some books on runes, go to a workshop on runes, and have a reading or two from some diviners that use runes. Many pagans and polytheists do far less than this (and many New Age people do even less) and believe “I can do that!” and then never read another book, take another workshop, or visit another diviner that uses runes. They are now their own “rune expert,” or at least “somewhat knowledgeable rune-working individual”…and that relationship with someone who brings something to the table that they don’t or can’t is now undermined or impossible.

Play this out to all of the skills that one might develop as a modern pagan or polytheist…and soon you have a lot of people who are running around that believe they are self-sufficient and self-contained…and who then think “writing a book/giving a class is easy,” and start doing exactly that on whatever sets of skills they now believe they have (whether they do to a sufficient extent or not varies greatly), and maybe even hoping that they can make some money on it. If they meet someone with more advanced knowledge in one of these areas, or read a book by them, they add it to their skillset, and then are more likely to not avail themselves of those services from others, if all goes well; if they meet that other person and are put off by them (for reasons ranging from jealousy that they are better-informed or better-skilled, or just have something about them that they don’t like), they dismiss them as not worth listening to, the other is too “arrogant” or “intimidating,” or any number of other things that then means there’s no relationship created, no reciprocity possible, and the likelihood of community is undermined further.

A community of practitioners is what we all hope to find, or create. But it isn’t interpersonal issues or personality disjunctions that are the cause of the lack of our ability to do so; it’s that it is hard to be truly communal and to share resources the ways functional communities do if everyone is in competition with each other for customers.

It’s even more difficult to build community when we are constantly told (often by people who are teaching courses or selling books on something), “ANYONE can do this!” Sure, that may be true on the level of being able to learn and improve at any skill (for the most part, for most people); but, the fact is, some people will be better at it than others, and are probably better suited to it than others. Then we end up with a hundred middling tarot readers, and the small handful of truly superb ones aren’t likely to be making their entire living at it, whereas some of those middling ones who also happen to have been business majors or have a degree in P.R. might be making a killing. That everyone is expected, and in fact expects themselves, to be able to pick up a bit of every skill there is and to not be over-specialized (and the quote from Heinlein on specialization being for insects then often gets mentioned) then means that this self-reliance does not translate into mutual dependence of any kind. If I don’t need others to do certain things because I think I can do them myself, then I’m less likely to support my local runeworker, or expert on Slavic mythology, or specialist in purification rituals, or anything else.

We have idealized people who are self-sufficient, who don’t “need” others in their lives.

There’s a word for people who don’t need others in their lives: lonely.

No, of course, I’m not saying that we should become co-dependent (in any areas of our lives, on anyone!), or we should delay our progression on some matters because we don’t have an XYZ person in our community that is a recognized expert on that pursuit to guide us through whatever-it-is. But if all of us assume that we can (and should!) “do anything” and therefore need the services of others less, then it is going to be less likely that we can form communities effectively, and there will be far less incentive to get over interpersonal conflicts when it is just easier to exile someone and treat them as forever tainted rather than having difficult conversations or seeing if there are possibilities for reconciliation or restorative processes to occur which would re-integrate them into communities.

I can say, for my own part, that I’ve been on both ends of the “you can do anything” self-sufficiency run amok idea.

I have things that I am good at, and I also have things I have specifically been prohibited to pursue, with specific instructions from my Deities that doing so would spread myself too thin, and would then mean that I lose opportunities to get to know others with those skills which might provide better services at them than I would ever be able to do…and so, I follow those prohibitions. When I said this aloud on one occasion, and there was a friend there that I knew would understand what I was saying, and someone else that I didn’t really know–who then immediately said, “Well, the spirits want me to tell you that you can change that,” and they happened to be someone who makes a living teaching people that skill…it didn’t sound like a welcome communication from a spiritual ally, it sounded like a sales pitch. I know part of this is that many have an allergy to any concept that is phrased as a “prohibition,” and the fact is that nearly all religions (including most Indigenous religions) have concepts similar to this, and thus rail against it as if having these on individual levels therefore means that someone might “judge” others who do them, when in fact that’s not the case at all…but, the idea that one can and should change oneself and that one should have a “growth mindset” about EVERYTHING simply isn’t realistic, nor advisable, for a huge number of reasons. Watch someone in the throes of burnout and tell me about why they should sign up for your class after that…

On the other end, I literally wrote THE book on the Ephesia Grammata, which hasn’t sold well, and most people haven’t heard of at all. I was at a metaphysical fair in 2022 offering readings, and I had a few of the books I was selling. A real bro-ish person came up and said “I don’t even know what this is,” and I did my best to explain it a little. Rather than getting a reading or seeing at all how it worked, or coming to one of the demonstrations that I gave on a divination panel, or listening to one of the dedicated presentations I gave on it, he bought the book and then said, “Yeah, this looks pretty easy, so I can probably teach about it.” He then went on to say how “easy” astrology and tarot also are to “teach others” about (for money, apparently, in private lessons, about which he bragged to me…and said it’s also a great way to “pick up chicks”–and I wish I was kidding!), while simultaneously demonstrating that he didn’t know how certain fairly common words should be used or what they mean. If I had not been in a bad financial situation at the time (not that much has changed since 2022!), I would have handed him back his money and said, “Nope: based on all you just said, this isn’t for you.” His brand-name hat and sunglasses cost more than my entire wardrobe, all of the things I brought with me, the table, and what I paid to have the space at that metaphysical fair…and I honestly don’t think he made what money it cost to get them from teaching women privately about tarot (hopefully…?!?).

But this is something that I don’t think has been talked about enough in these sorts of circles. My beloved Elder, Elisheva Nesher Sancta, talked about how this mutual dependence on others in the community for survival is something that American pagans can’t ever really understand, and that’s certainly a large part of this. The way in which every spiritual technology or bit of knowledge within these religions becomes another opportunity for the pyramid scheme/multi-level marketing type of notion to proliferate–that someone taking a workshop at some convention now on a topic they’ve never heard of should be able to teach one of those workshops “as good or better” than the first one within two years (and maybe do it professionally?) is the norm rather than the exception–is something that my Thracian colleague has spoken of as well. The lack of the first of these factors leads to the over-abundance of the second, and both to the lack of the ability of these religio-spiritual movements to actually build meaningful, lasting, and functional communities.

It’s not our small population size, or wide geographic distribution, or the separation and illusions caused by internet communities (though all of those are contributing factors) as much as this insistent self-sufficiency and lack of necessity for others in one’s spiritual life that means the relief from loneliness that many of us are in need of more than ever in our post-pandemic situation cannot be relieved by the non-functioning communities that our religions and spiritualities–those things which should give the most meaning and meaningful structure to our lives as can be imagined–can offer us today, unfortunately.

Why aren’t dream divination/incubation practices more reliable than they are?

The following topic came up in a post by Sarenth on communicating with distant Ancestors (in order to get around more difficult or problematic ones), and Sarenth suggested various forms of communicating with Ancestors, including seeking “dream omens (I say even because this is both my least favorite and least used/skilled way of receiving messages).” While my immediate thought was tangential to the main topics discussed there, nonetheless I thought it would be useful to elaborate upon it anyway…

Dreams have been important to my life and practice overall in many ways. I owe several things in my spiritual life connected to my practices and relationships with Antinous, Thetis, and the Ephesia Grammata (amongst other Beings) to dream experiences with Them. Dreams and dream interpretation have also been historically significant in many dimensions of the traditions I practice: Antinous was involved in dream oracles and/or healing through dreams in Egypt (as attested on the Obelisk of Antinous), and Irish practices like the imbas forosnai ritual also involve dreams. These examples are not the only ones of importance, they are merely some more prominent and potentially familiar ones in the diversity of traditions that I engage with in regular practice.

Despite all of this, I do find that deliberate dream incubation is one of the most difficult things to make happen. I’ve had unequivocal success with it… perhaps once? And by this, I mean very specifically: doing a series of preparatory practices to stimulate a dream oracular situation, and then having a dream subsequently (i.e. that night/immediately after) which definitely features the matters and Beings in question.

Therefore, this raises the question I have posed in this blog entry’s title. I suspect there’s potentially (at least!) three reasons for this lack of consistent success with dream incubation practices, both for myself and for many people in general in the modern world.

1) As a neurodivergent person (I have ADHD definitely diagnosed–though only recently!–and very likely other things that have not yet been confirmed medically), my “mind is not my own” a lot of the time, and the conscious control I have over what my thoughts are going to do–waking or sleeping–is only fairly limited, and rarely predictable.

(It’s likely for this same reason that “guided visualizations” and such don’t work very well at all for me…unless the way it is done is so engaging that I can’t not fall under the spell, and–sadly–most of my experience with this thus far has not fallen into that category, with the one exception I can think of at present being one I had at a workshop with Christopher Penczak about fifteen years back.)

Despite the phenomena of dreams, spiritual practice, and so forth being things over which I might be able to leverage my ability to hyperfocus while conscious, once the lights go out and the eyes close (if, in fact, they do…insomnia has been a feature of my life since infancy!), it’s anyone’s guess.

So, neurodivergence, insomnia, and a number of other things are likely quite physical, physiological, and neurological walls against which one might struggle to do such dream incubation practices successfully.

2) One of many reasons that dream incubation probably worked better in the ancient world is that it generally occurred in an immersive environment, where someone went to the temples offering it and their families and society generally supported this as a valid thing to do, and so all they had to worry about was being there and doing the practices, and didn’t meanwhile have to worry about getting to work on time, getting the groceries, and all the things we have to worry about on a daily basis. (Wouldn’t it be amazing if you could call in “need incubation” to work in the modern world?)

Further, though I know this is an old hat thing to say, I think it’s relevant in regards to this point: people in the ancient world didn’t have digital advertising and all other sorts of things that have been optimized to bombard, draw upon, and feed off our attention, including any form of television (streaming services are still “television” by definition, i.e. seeing things that aren’t happening in front of one in real time), radio and other audio forms of entertainment (e.g. podcasts and other things people listen to on headphones during otherwise quotidian activities), and billboards and print media with psychologically-consulted and designed eye-catching images, and other such things.

All of this stuff demanding us to “pay attention” to it does, indeed, involve a payment, and it is the clutter of distraction and inflated mental chatter which one is at pains to avoid in modern existence. The most ardent of marketplace hawkers in the agora of Athens could be turned off, literally, by just walking far enough away from them so as to no longer be in earshot. In the modern world, however, unless one’s phone is on silent, it’s almost inevitable that one won’t have had a call or text for days until one sits down to attempt a ritual, meditation, or whatever else one might use to do a particular practice.

So, the lack of a properly immersive environment, and of “set and setting,” makes it much more difficult to do these practices reliably and effectively. Even if one has access to a dedicated, spiritual-activities-only space like the Shrine I maintain in my apartment, or a temple or what-have-you, it’s still difficult if one might be disrupted by the upstairs neighbor dropping something and stomping over to pick it up, or the people next door watching House of the Dragon too loud on their gigantic television and you hearing it through the walls. Any of these things can potentially distract or disrupt even the most ardent of practitioners (and “try harder” simply isn’t a fair suggestion for any number of reasons), so without the privilege of access to dedicated spaces that are fully immersive and distractions are purposefully eliminated (or at least minimized), the chances of success are much lower.

3) All of the most powerful and important dreams I’ve ever had have come totally unheralded and unbidden, and just happen when they are meant to happen. This has been the case for me since I was three years old, when I started having dreams my own experiences and knowledge couldn’t explain, but were so compelling in their imagery that they engraved themselves onto my memory, and it wasn’t until decades later that I was able to even begin to figure out what was going on in them.

If the Deities want to get a hold of me in the manner of dream visitations, They know how, and They also know that I will pay attention when They do. So, actively seeking to use such an imprecise medium for communication (even though it is also far more immersive than anything else we can generate ourselves, for the most part!) when there are other ways to get particular answers meanwhile (via other forms of divination, done oneself or via others) is just not the best method, perhaps.

We live in the early twenty-first century, and thus we cannot separate this reality from the manners in which these things are pursued, and what is possible for the average polytheist/animist practitioner in this time and place.

If you would indulge the following conceit: it’s like finding out there’s a great film one would love to see and which is concerned with one’s greatest interests, and then seeing it and enjoying it, on the one hand (i.e. the “getting a dream when They decide you should have it” method), as opposed to going down to the cinema, doing a literal song and dance in front of it, and saying “I want to see a ‘Sword-and-Planet’ action film with Milla Jovovich and Abubakr Salim starring in it which metaphorically explores my relationship with AI…RIGHT NOW!” and then throwing a bucket of popcorn on the ground, and then sitting there waiting and expecting that film to then be showing at the cinema later that day…which even the best dream incubation practices kind of ends up being, even if one isn’t using popcorn for a food offering and is presenting it in a better way.

While that image is, admittedly, hilarious, and I didn’t intend to lampoon the methods of eliciting dream incubation quite that badly (and, don’t get me wrong: I have done them, still probably will in the future, and am happy to lead others in them if asked, so I am not knocking it by any means!), nonetheless it raises another question that we in our modern context might do well to consider.

Perhaps, not unlike making a film, these things take time, effort, and a great deal of orchestration and “production” in order to come about–even for Deities.

There’s a reason that there are dedicated Dream Deities in some pantheons, and perhaps it is because They’re the most well-known producer/director/writers of these major production numbers known as “dreams.” So, chances are, the results are going to be better if the Divine Production Team of Morpheus Pictures (or Whomever one might be dealing with!) are all behind the project of said dream…and, therefore inevitably, creating something with a message that is in-line with what They want one to experience and know and with Whom it is to be related. This, rather than one asking for such a dream and expecting it to just come about at one’s own will, seems a bit more reliable, even as it is also unpredictable and beyond our control and our understanding as incarnate modern humans.

I suspect this is where expectations of the omnipotence and omniscience of Deities held over from hegemonic monotheistic religions might be getting in the way of clearer consideration of these matters: a good and powerful, meaningful dream that changes one’s life after having it may not be a thing that can just be generated by a divine snap of the fingers. If Beings that aren’t as powerful as Deities, like Ancestors, are the focus of one’s attentions in eliciting a dream vision, it’s even less likely, then: imagine the scenario I outlined above, but expecting the decent feature film to come about after doing the song, dance, and popcorn-spilling, but one does it at one’s parents house rather than the cinema…and your parents might not even own any film equipment whatsoever, or know how to use the camera on their phone or laptop!

And, not to put too fine a point on it, but there’s also a potential contagion in this picture as well from another thing which can be relied upon pretty consistently in many situation, but nonetheless bears mentioning: human hubris in thinking that the Deities, Ancestors, or others should, or even must, pay attention to us and grant our prayers (what is a dream incubation preparation ritual if not a prayer, i.e. asking for a favor?) whenever we ask it of Them. Just because there aren’t a lot of polytheists in the modern world doesn’t necessarily mean that therefore we’re “first in line” and “first-come, first-serve” rules apply, and that therefore we will always get results we’re hoping for (or even “any result at all”) when we attempt such things. It may not be a reflection on your own skills, abilities, or dedication that it doesn’t work; nor may it be a reflection of the Deities’ opinions of you, or of Their relative levels of power, that is the reason it doesn’t work on every occasion.

What we have in all of the dream incubation temples and such in the ancient world are inscriptions, anatomical ex votos, the occasional oration or literary text or aretalogy, and other such things attesting to the effectiveness of the dream incubation oracles. What we don’t have are records of how many people out of every one-hundred who visited the Asklepion or the Serapeum or Nodons’ temple at Lydney or one of Antinous’ temples in Egypt came there and didn’t have a dream, couldn’t fall asleep because they were over-stimulated and had too great expectations for what would happen, were awoken by a priest or a loudly-snoring fellow dreamer just before the God was able to reveal the answer to their question, or any number of other things which might disrupt these practices. As the shrines involved continued to function and seemed to be successful, we can assume that there was probably a greater-than-chance degree of success in the practices employed there and the atmosphere maintained to stimulate such experiences. These temples would have “made money,” as it were, whether the dreamer was successful or not; but, because we have no data on this, we have erroneously assumed that it always works, and should always work.

Because we have dream spells from the Greek Magical Papyri and such as well, we have assumed “we don’t need no stinking temples!” to be successful with these things. But the same caveats apply there as well: no matter how effective the dream spell’s preface or epilogue says it might be, there’s no guarantee; and how are we to know if those dream spells were not things that someone copied down from memory, or secreted out of a given temple, but some elements of the entire process are missing from it, and the spell would have been more effective if it had been done in a temple where there’s lector-priests singing hymns and various incenses and such suffusing the atmosphere, rather than hiding away in one’s room with a scrap of papyrus reciting as the neighbor wrangles his mules?

So, in short: there’s a lot that might get in the way of these things being more effective and reliable than they have been, and one should not feel badly if this is an area of one’s practice that doesn’t go as one would hope. Some people lucid dream naturally and frequently, and always have; others (the majority, actually) may only have such dreams once in their lives; and others can learn to have them more frequently, but even these don’t have them every night. How much more so where oracles through dream incubation are concerned, therefore?

Can modern films, fiction, and other texts be “sacred texts”?

[Note: I started writing this post on Tuesday the 24th of September, 2024, before I heard on the morning of Friday the 27th that Dame Maggie Smith had died that day.  My condolences to her family and all of her fans–of which I am certainly one–and though on the remembrance I linked to above, it does not mention it, but I note here at the outset that she was one of two actresses thus far to have portrayed the Goddess Thetis on the silver screen…and in my opinion, both her performance and the writing of the part were better than the other (though I think the actress in that case, Julie Christie, did the best she could with what she was given).  So, this post is not only to honor Dame Maggie Smith, but to ask and provide some potential answers to the questions I had wanted to in writing it, and also to discuss some of the specifics of at least one instance of this question in action.]

It appears to be a perennial (though, note:  not “perennialist”!) question within modern polytheism, paganism, and related currents and communities:  what from popular culture can be taken seriously as fodder for theological consideration, or even for devotional purposes?  There are some who go whole-hog with this, so to speak, that tend to be more on the chaos magick end of things, with ideas like pop culture magick (outlined by people like Taylor Ellwood) and so forth.  If one wants to treat Wonder Woman, Batman, or Hannibal from The A-Team as a pop cultural entity, that is one thing, certainly.  But, can, or does, a film or television/streaming show from the Marvel Cinematic Universe have a function as “lore” for devotees of Thor or Loki, for example, that can be just as legitimate a source of such as anything written by a medieval Icelandic poet?  I suspect that if I know the person who is answering this question, I can guess what their answer to it will be.

It is also well-worn territory for polytheists—as well as academics and others—to do film, television, or book reviews about such things, and particularly if these productions attempt to retell a particular story rather than just being something entirely original, about how the film, show, or book “got it wrong” in relation to certain details in comparison to the original sources from hundreds or even thousands of years ago. I have done this myself on a few occasions, and it will continue to be a thing one can count on every time there is a new such source, and the need for someone to write a somewhat lightweight article on the matter (particularly if they have already watched the program or read the book and just wants to talk about it, usually to either highlight something they loved or to critique something they hated in said new source). It happens all the time…and while I can’t say it is useless, pointless, or not worth doing, I can say it is boring to restrict oneself to what can be summarized as “I have read things, the writers and producers of this other thing apparently haven’t or don’t care, therefore I am much better,” and the follow-up ask often being implied, “so buy my book/take my class/join my group/get a reading or some other service from me/stroke my ego some more.”

It’s always great when humans find a way to make pride look like piety, innit? ☹ While I certainly hope that this post does not do that, I can’t say that such motives are entirely absent, either—this is why we have blogs that include things like links to our various publications and our Patreon accounts and so forth, after all. Let us have some honesty and self-awareness, after all, when we make observations that may or may not be true about others, shall we, and attempt to avoid hypocrisy in doing so? Anyway…

There are some more fundamental questions to ask, though, when one considers this issue more widely, and though these have sometimes been touched upon, we need to make them clearer and more deliberate when we decide to have these conversations.  Most essential in the question which is this post’s title is to define some of the terms, and the one that is most in need of it here, I think, is the term “sacred text,” and thus drilling down into what that two-word phrase actually means, and what parameters must be followed in order for a text to get that “sacred” status.  When this is considered based on what modern polytheist and more generalized pagan practices are, it is not as clear as it might seem to some people at first glance.

Does a “sacred text” need to be by someone who is an insider to the religion—a practitioner, in other words, or (though I think this term is not entirely appropriate when it comes to characterizing polytheists of many periods, nonetheless many will recognize and resonate with it more readily) a “believer”?  Though we don’t know who the individual authors of various texts from the Hebrew Bible are, in the Christian New Testament, there are attributions of all of them to either Evangelists (Sts. Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John), Apostles (Sts. Peter, John) and pseudo-Apostles (Saul of Tarsus, i.e. St. Paul), and others (e.g. Revelation being written by St. John the Divine/John of Patmos, who is not the same as St. John the Evangelist and author of the Epistles of John).  It is clear in all of these cases that even if the attributed author didn’t write the text (and in every case except perhaps for Paul, and even there only certain epistles are genuinely by Saul of Tarsus, and this is widely known and acknowledged by biblical scholars and even some Christians, and yet the attributions continue), at least someone who is sympathetic to and an upholder of the religious viewpoint in question is the author of it.  The same could be said of the authors of the Buddhist Sutras, the Hindu Vedas, epics, and Upanishads (and so forth), the Qu’ran and Hadith for Muslims, the Sri Guru Adi Granth Sahib for Sikhs, and so forth:  even if we don’t know the authors specifically, or the attributed authors are not the same as the actual authors, we can at least be certain that those writing such texts were proponents of the religions that came to regard the texts as sacred.

Is the same true of polytheists and pagans, though, in the modern world?

Not even close.

Sure, there are some major figures that definitely wrote the things attributed to them, who have existed in the past couple of centuries:  Gerald Gardner, Aleister Crowley, and others whose writings might be held in some degree of awe (as with some of the Holy Books of Thelema), or at least are taken as being authoritative in various ways on points of doctrine or practice.  But, if one becomes a polytheist who is using a reconstructionist methodology, this becomes a more fraught question.  Sure, there are the Homeric Epics and Hymns (which definitely weren’t written by “Homer,” but just like the Gospels, it’s a shorthand despite being a convenient fiction), and the writings of certain other ancient poets, philosophers, historians, playwrights, scholars, and others (e.g. whoever wrote particular famous curse tablets or significant altar inscriptions) that have texts which survive.  But, what about scholiasts and glossators that have scrawled in the interstices of some manuscripts at later stages, whose definite interpretations survive, or in some cases have even been incorporated into texts, that provide some important point that is definitive for some people’s practices or beliefs?  Many of these were not necessarily “ancient polytheists,” but instead later scholars that in many cases would have been Christians that were highly literate and informed about some of the matters concerned.

What about all of the texts relating to northern and northwestern European cultures that were produced in the medieval period, and which were definitely not written by practicing polytheists, crypto-pagans, or anything of that sort?  That is all we have in some cases (apart from silent inscriptionless archaeological maters in the cases of several places on particular religious subjects), and thus their importance cannot be discounted…and yet, are these considered “sacred texts,” or legitimate sources of “lore”?  If the answer is “yes” (and in most cases, it is!), then that certainly frees one from having a requirement of being a practitioner in order to be an author of a sacred text.

What if the author is not only a non-believer or non-practitioner, but an external and even polemical writer that was producing a text in support of politically and religiously hostile hegemonic invading colonists and nascent imperial powers bent on domination?  That’s precisely what we have in the writings of Giraldus Cambrensis (a.k.a. Gerald of Wales), and yet his account is the sole one for the nuns of Kildare keeping the ever-burning flame of St. Brigit, which is a practice that many modern Irish polytheists keep.

But further in this case:  what if the idea that the saint known as Brigit being “the same” and a “transformed [G]oddess” is accepted wholesale, but comes from a modern (19th-21st centuries) scholar that is not only a non-practitioner or believer, but is actively against anyone being a practitioner of or believer in these matters?  Yes, there are polytheist and pagan scholars working in many of these areas (often covertly), but that doesn’t change the fact that these scholarly interpretations and opinions that are more than a century old, and which are not always based on the most informed viewpoints, the most generous interpretive schemas, or the most fair views of the material concerned (don’t think for a moment that many of the people surveying medieval Irish materials—including in its definite folk or alternative Catholic forms—thinks the practices are in any way respectable, appealing, appropriate then or now, or are in any other ways useful as anything other than being topics for another paper or article or book that might help them secure or maintain tenure in their teaching positions, if they’re privileged enough to have them) were not done with the practical application of these matters in mind.  The whispered scorn regarding “true believers” in some of these contexts is appalling, and we should never be under any illusion that the majority of people in tenured positions and that are getting paid to be the recognized experts on this material have little but utter contempt at worst, and benign condescension and patronizing at best, for modern practitioners in most cases.

AND YET, some groups and individuals take these ideas and the scholarly sources promulgating them as “sacred texts,” ultimately equally as valid as the sources themselves, in all but name and lack of bibliolatry (and not always avoiding the latter entirely, either!).  If this is the case—and I am not saying that doing so is bad, wrong, flawed, or anything, I am only noting these details because it is important in our considerations at present—then we have to entirely strike from the running that even being sympathetic to a religious viewpoint by an author is a requirement for considering a particular text “sacred.”

So, if authorship by practitioners is not a requirement for determining the sacredness of a text, then is either a physical/practical/cultic bibliolatry required, or an approach to the material contained in a text being considered infallible?  I would, again, argue that neither is.  There are very few religions that are properly bibliolatrous:  really, the Sikhs are the only ones that do this fully, as they consider the Sri Guru Adi Granth Sahib to be a guru, and treat it as if it is a living such individual.  Judaism is probably next in line with many of its theological movements’ approach to Torah scrolls, followed by Islam and Christianity in that order (with great variability in how bibliolatrous particular Christian denominations might be).  As “sacred” does mean that something is special or set apart, if one does consider the text and the ideas from a particular text to be beyond reproach, critique, interpretation, or other such forms of criticism (and, note, “criticism” is not always a negative thing in the way that term is used within scholarly discourses as opposed to more colloquial usages!), then that would mean that Thelema must be added to the list of those religious viewpoints that are the most bibliolatrous—even though they are also the most biblioclastic, since burning one’s first copy of The Book of the Law/Liber AL vel Legis is said to be a requirement (and is enforced as one by some individuals!).  But, does one have to set up one’s sacred texts in a shrine all of their own, at the very least, if not more?  Clearly, this is not a requirement, either, and I would guess that the majority of polytheists and pagans, though they may value books in general and particular books most especially as being important to preserve personally and physically as well as archivally and institutionally/socially, do not go to the lengths which even some Christians would to treat their books containing sacred texts as sacred objects.

So, physical bibliolatry and textual/doctrinal infallibility are not required as criteria for sacred texts, either.

If specific authorship demographics, devotional physicality concerns, and ideational infallibility are not requirements for a text to be sacred, then, for modern polytheists and pagans, what exactly is left?

Though the answers to this latter query are of necessity highly subjective and conditional, I think there is a basic requirement that can be identified which indicates the sacredness of a text.  It is simply the fact that the text is determined to have a relevance and a significance for one’s religious practice, whether in agreement or disagreement, whether in forming and informing cultic practice or providing theological data for consideration in shaping one’s beliefs or the articulations of one’s particular religious experiences.  Sacred texts are those things—whether textual, iconographic, divinatory, or in other ways materially accessible and perceptible (including natural phenomena like weather, animals, the lands and waters themselves, etc.)—with which one can be in dialogue regarding one’s religious practices and beliefs, whether that dialogue is literal (for those of a more animist bent!) or metaphorical…or both, in isolation as well as sequentially.  By this definition, thoroughly articulated but minimally determined, it should become obvious that anything produced by humans (or by nature!) can potentially become a sacred text.

A common criterion that has been raised in these types of discussion, which always tends to favor “older” as “better” (prisca theologia much, folks?), is that all modern cases of popular cultural pieces to be considered have been written “for entertainment,” whereas ancient texts were not, but instead were produced for (presumably) “sacred” or “devotional” purposes.  Ignoring all of the cases where this is manifestly not the situation in operation (e.g. the use of the work of satirists like Lukian of Samosata for information on all sorts of things, including but not limited to the Gaulish cultus of Ogmios, the cult of the “Syrian Goddess” and its relevance for other ancient cults, the truth and validity or lack thereof regarding the cultus of Glykon, etc., none of which was read out in any temple…nor were the majority of other texts that we have from the ancient Mediterranean world’s various cultures…and while modern polytheists certainly use such texts on occasion as “sacred texts” as defined above, academics that provide overall pictures of particular cults and theologies certainly use them!), the larger question here yet remains:  even if something is made for purely entertainment purposes, why can it not be considered a “sacred text” as understood above?  Entertainment and its value has been reduced in the estimation of many polytheists, for all sorts of reasons that are more countercultural (e.g. anti-capitalist) and modern (and sometimes, with no small tinge of particular forms of Christian anti-entertainment motives) than motives necessarily rooted in and arising from a genuine theological or philosophical impetus.  The discourse on such matters, whether drawing from these other sorts of discourse or not, sometimes begins sounding very Buddhist, as if entertainment is merely a form of sensory distraction that should be avoided rather than indulged in, when evidence from the ancient Mediterranean polytheistic contexts certainly argues otherwise…look at the use of tragedy, comedy, and satyr plays in the theatres of the Asklepios temples in various locations, for starters!  If a piece of “entertainment” can move one emotionally, or provoke one’s thought directly about or indirectly toward religious subjects or spiritual matters, why can it not be valid for consideration as a “sacred text”?  Sometimes having a good laugh, a good cry, a bit of a fright, or watching an engaging story to either feel inspired, think about a particular pressing issue, or simply to have a few moments of distraction amidst the stresses in a difficult, unjust, and often outright uncaring world is an absolute boon on every level.  Like anything, it can be over-indulged (and I would include some forms of religious practice in this statement as well…and it is obvious when this is the case; devoted monastic-like lifestyles and practices are not one such case!), and such over-indulgences to the exclusion of all other things should be avoided.  However, a fair and appropriate balance of such leisure, or the necessity for it to benefit the purposes of sanity and optimal functioning in other areas of life (including religious practice), is an absolute blessing.

It has been claimed by those on the more pop cultural and chaos magick side of things that modern superheroes, in whatever medium one prefers, are ultimately just the same as the Heroes (and occasionally the Deities) in mythic narratives of the ancient world in Their own diverse media (literature, sculpture, etc.).  While I don’t think positing ancient Heroes and modern superheroes being equivalents in a reductionistic manner such as this is entirely accurate, we should also not think of the two phenomena of religious mythological narrative of previous eras and modern literate and dramatic entertainment or artistic decoration as being entirely separate phenomena, either.  Cultural meaning of all types is transmitted through the media of entertainment, and some of the referents of that meaning can be religious, because religion is an element of culture, like any other.  We may find coloring books, CGI animate vegetable-based dramatizations, and other such things produced by certain denominations of Christianity hokey, but just because modern devoted polytheists have only been able to make a few inroads to the former doesn’t mean that with sufficient resources we would not absolutely invest and indulge in the latter, either.

From the discussion up to this point, therefore, I think it can be understood that a “sacred text” can potentially be anything, if what comes from considering it such is worthwhile and useful for the purposes of religious reflection and the refinement of one’s spiritual practice.  Nothing, by definition, ought to be excluded out of hand:  fiction and film, comic books and commercials, visual art and video games, board games and biographies, role-playing games and radio dramas…the list goes on, not always in conveniently alliterative pairs.  I don’t have personal examples of all of these things, but I can imagine each of them potentially having some use in some situations for some people.  And to the tune of a few thousand words, I haven’t even arrived at the particular source I wanted to discuss yet…which is one of many reasons that you don’t see more posts on the blog these days, alas.

As you should have guessed based on the featured image for this post, and the note about Dame Maggie Smith at the beginning, I want to talk about a particular piece in the context of this question, which is the 1981 film Clash of the Titans.

It’s an ongoing debate I have with myself regarding which of my principal Deities “got to me” the first; and while there is a very strong case to be made for both Antinous and Thetis before this film came out in 1981 (and I was only five, but was able to see it on HBO or Showtime), this was certainly the first time I heard the name “Thetis,” though I did not realize until long after seeing the film in childhood that the character in the film–with only a somewhat circumspect connection in terms of details and characteristics to the Thetis best attested in Ancient Greek narratives and cultus–was, in theory, “the same” as the one that was otherwise reaching out to me via various means. Not unlike Antinous, I had several opportunities to “discover” Thetis that were not properly realized in my younger years, and would likely not have done a great deal at the time since I was still living under the impression that there was little option for a religion other than some variety of Christianity where I was concerned. However, I have come back to a few viewings of this film over the last decade in particular with a newfound appreciation for what actually was there, and despite the many details the filmmakers embellished or outright invented, nonetheless there was enough of a connection in certain ways that I am finding the film to be “interesting to think with” in the aftermath of my latest viewing of it.

What cannot be beyond any doubt is that it was the first time I saw a film in which a statue of a Deity–and a colossal one at that–was the opportunity for a Deity to communicate directly with mortals, in a realization of what all Ancient Greek primary cultic images were intended to do, and what the theurgic, Hermetic, and other practices outlined in terms of enlivening or ensouling statues (which other cultures have also done in various ways, including the “Opening of the Mouth” in Egyptian culture and the “Opening of the Eyes” in Taoism and Chinese polytheism. It may seem cheesy to some people, and it even might be interpreted as highlighting the pettiness and vengefulness of the Deities, and of Thetis in particular (which is otherwise not corroborated in the extant evidence on Her), but it is also a moment in the film in which one does somewhat marvel at the manifestation of divine power in making devotional statuary an instrument of the will and agency of the Deities–not a mere sign or omen, but a direct theophany.

This does raise a further set of concerns, however: this all takes place in what is said to be (at least by implication, as I don’t think it is declared directly) Thetis’ holy city of Joppa. This is interesting from a variety of perspectives, for a number of reasons, amongst which is that Thetis does not have a holy city, nor any particular places that She is said to have favored more than any other (except perhaps Sparta, where an ancient cultus to Her did exist, and where the fragments of the hymn of Alkman points to Her worship as a primordial creatrix). This is the city in which Andromeda lives, and her mother Cassiopeia is the ruler, and via some interesting etymologizing (thoroughly within the purview of ancient Greek interpretation), the -iop element in the Queen’s name is then interpreted to be Ioppa, i.e. Joppa, which is the Phoenician city of Jaffa, and which is now near modern Tel Aviv in Israel. Even though this was a minor tradition of interpreting the connections of this particular legendary dynasty/lineage’s origins, the majority of ancient tradition places Cassiopeia and Andromeda in Ethiopia. If one looks for a potential interpretatio Graeca divine equivalent for Thetis in the Phoenician/Canaanite pantheon, one turns up nothing, as the only Sea Deity is the God Yam, Who is quite different in almost all respects, and (to our knowledge at present) did not have a major shrine, temple, or a city dedicated to Him anywhere at all, much less near Joppa. It then makes Cassiopeia’s hubris in boasting that Andromeda is more beautiful than Thetis all the more a betrayal if Thetis is the patroness Goddess of the city, rather than most ancient accounts of her boast (whether about herself or her daughter, or both) about being more beautiful than the Nereids in general (of whom Thetis is often understood to be the leader, or the foremost member) seeming to modern sensibilities to be more reflective of the general pettiness of the divine beings, rather than the direct betrayal and offense that it is in this film, where it takes place at the wedding of Andromeda (which only was possible at the cost of Calibos, understood to be Thetis’ cursed son–on whom, more later) in the temple of Thetis, and at the very base of Her cult statue.

It does cause one to wonder, however, if perhaps one could read Thetis into the situation in any useful way. Is there anything in the history of Joppa, and the Phoenicians/Canaanites, or the later Israelites, or the Ethiopians for that matter, which might connect to Thetis? I have a few theories, but they’re only theories; it’s more a question I invite any interested readers to ask and reflect upon for themselves than something I would wish to make any official statement about, or even to venture an (optional) interpretation upon. If Thetis, or the questions raised by this discussion of this particular bit of media are important to one and cause such reflective moments, and especially if these lead (through whatever potential process may be involved) to developments that are positive within one’s own evolving theological understandings, cultic practices, or beneficial approaches to other materials, then it is useful…and the media itself can be considered a “sacred text,” at least to some extent.

I have made the mistake in the past of mistaking Thetis for a Titan, possibly because of confusion in my mind (which also existed in the ancient world!) between Thetis and Tethys. And yet, in this film Thetis does share some of the “Titanic” nature of the ostensible Titans that “clash” from the film’s title: namely, Medusa (Who is also not a Titan!) and the Kraken (also not a Titan, and not even Greek, but more “recognizable” than the Ketos–a serpentine whale-like creature–of the original story of Andromeda, coming from Poseidon and/or the upset Nereides against Cassiopeia and Andromeda). The colossal–perhaps even “Titanic,” statue of Thetis loses its head, but then the head speaks and becomes an actual vehicle of Thetis’ voice and presence and power. In this, Thetis very much resembles Medusa–wronged by Poseidon in His sexual assault of Her (in Athena’s temple, rather than Aphrodite’s, which is what the film said)–in that Medusa doesn’t actually actively menace or act in a hostile way to anyone until Perseus and friends infiltrate Her home and try to kill her to further their own plots; but in the end, Medusa ends up being reduced to Her own head, which still retains a power and a presence that proves to be the most powerful thing in the mortal world in this film, surpassing the power of all other beings (besides the other Deities) that cause difficulties for humans. The earthquake that follows in Joppa once Thetis’ speech from the head of the statue is implied to crumble the remains of Her statue in the Temple, and this, too, resembles the way in which the Kraken–turned to stone–also cracks apart at the close of the film. Thetis, Medusa, and the Kraken are kindred beings, in other words, in a variety of ways in this film, at least from a symbolic viewpoint, and thus the visual resonances between them are worth considering further into the legitimate ways in which Their characters cross over in various ways in the original sources. (I thank Kevin Rosero from Classics and Comets for keenly highlighting these comparative insights.)

There is also the matter of the Pegasi, and one particular Pegasus, which both gets a lot of attention and yet not the full attention it may deserve in this film. Yes, the Pegasus (singular, as far as we know) in ancient Greek myth only results from the beheading of Medusa, and yet in this film the Pegasus is the means via which Perseus accomplishes much of his heroism before even meeting Medusa, and a little bit after it as well. When he tosses Medusa’s head into the sea after destroying the Kraken, soon after Pegasus emerges from beneath the waves (after having been downed in the sea as a result of the Kraken’s attack against it), almost as if the filmmakers were giving a nod to the original myths, as if the head of Medusa entering the deep in some way regenerated the flying horse (appropriately enough, since Poseidon, a Deity presiding over the sea as well as horses, is responsible for Medusa’s state in the first place). But, in this film, the Pegasus is the last of the “herd of flying horses” that Zeus is said to have had, which Thetis’ son Calibos has slain, and for which Calibos has been punished by having his own beauty turned into ugliness as a result of Zeus’ retributive curse. More on Calibos in a moment…

But, in the original myths, Perseus does not use the Pegasus to accomplish his various extraordinary feats, he uses Hermes’ winged sandals; he only becomes associated with the Pegasus as a result of beheading Medusa, and thus being indirectly responsible for the winged horse’s creation. The Pegasus is most famous from the ancient myth of the Hero Bellerophon, Who used it to fight against the Chimaira, but then subsequently used it as well to attempt to fly up to Olympos; instead, He was struck down by Zeus, and the winged horse was appropriated by Zeus to carry His thunderbolts. This, in itself, is a kind of “Titanic” theme, of attempting to overthrow the Gods by ascending to Olympos. Interestingly, we also see that herds of Pegasi are recorded in ancient Greek myth, often as the chariot-horses of different Deities (e.g. Helios, Selene), or in one case reported iconographically by Pausanias, of Thetis and the Nereides at the funeral of Patroklos–thus, another Thetis connection!–and also as being wild herds in Ethiopia. Of course, Cassiopeia and Andromeda were originally located in Ethiopia, so the connection of Calibos menacing their kingdom after having killed the herds of Pegasi indirectly relates to this, perhaps. (As the Ethiopians were said to have been the most just of races, and to have had company with Helios regularly, perhaps it makes sense that herds of Pegasi would frequent their realm and even be native to it, so that Helios and the other Deities could source Their own steeds from there, and perhaps even the people of Ethiopia could use the winged horses as well to have transit to and from the direct company of the Gods!) And if in the film Zeus is said to have had possession of such herds of Pegasi, then this might hint at the fact that the means to His own potential downfall, and the elevation of humans to divine status, is an inbuilt feature of this particular world.

As it happens, though, Calibos seems to make himself an enemy of the Pegasi explicitly, both in the narration of Zeus toward the beginning of the film when he gives the reason for the cursing of Calibos, and also on-screen in relation to his enmity for the last remaining Pegasus, whether simply because it is a winged horse, or because of its association with Perseus. While the film cannot be faulted for not knowing that Thetis and the Nereides are also associated with Pegasi, and thus should not necessarily be on the hit-list of Thetis’ son, nonetheless in light of the use of Pegasi as a means to have transit to Olympos for mortals, and thus to be a means via which a challenge to the Deities can be mounted, Calibos then ends up being a kind of enforcer or guardian of the distinction between mortals and Deities, lessening the possibility of apotheosis by this specific means by killing the horses, and restraining the last one lest it be used in this manner. This makes Calibos an interesting figure for a variety of reasons, and one which some who yet today are interested in maintaining such distinctions in a “ne’er the ‘twain shall meet” type of manner might consider him a bit of an exemplar, and even a Hero. For those more on the mythic archetypalist school of thinking, it would be easy to simply think of Calibos as simply the “otherworldly/semi-otherworldly adversary” and “threshhold guardian” that spurs the Hero on to greater heights of daring and heroism.

Calibos owes more to the Shakespearean character Caliban in name, certainly, and in character to an extent, as the latter is usually portrayed as hideous or monstrous (or at least “misshapen”), and he is the son of the island witch Sycorax in The Tempest, herself probably derived from some combination of Medeia, Circe, and some contemporary accounts of European witches and indigenous Africans…thus, strangely, not unlike some of the characters in this film in their own origins, both ostensibly Greek but also located in Africa via Greek sources where Cassiopeia and Andromeda are concerned. Calibos imposes the curse on Andromeda’s suitors to have to answer a difficult riddle in order to woo her, since he was originally meant to marry her. Just as Thetis corresponds to several characteristics of Medusa, so too does Her son in this film correspond to one of Medusa’s most famous traits: namely, that She was not always hideous, but instead was cursed to be such by Athena as a result of Her violation by Poseidon (which is anything but just, needless to say!), whereas the justice of Zeus’ curse on Calibos in this film seems to be apt, despite Thetis thinking otherwise.

As we are apt to think of Medusa more as a sympathetic character (even as She is portrayed in this film in a striking manner defending Her home from invading would-be Heroes!), perhaps we in the modern world, thirty-three years on from the release of this film, are likewise more apt to see Calibos in a favorable light, even as he acts in ways that are not especially “great” as well. Perseus sneaks into Andromeda’s room with his invisibility helmet and spies on her while she sleeps, which comes off as very creepy to current viewers; Calibos, on the other hand, sends a very nice golden cage carried by a gigantic vulture to bring the soul of Andromeda to the swamps each night to learn a new riddle, and to attempt to be in her good graces with gifts and professions of his love. While the modern audience as well would agree that he certainly should take no for an answer in this, if he had remained beautiful without the curse of Zeus, one wonders if Andromeda and her mother would have been entirely against the idea, particularly given his own lineage and how well-placed it would make the people of Joppa to have their Queen be married to a son of their patroness Goddess. (Who Calibos’ father is does not get stated in the film; though Thetis is well able to give birth to offspring without a mate, like many other Goddesses…and perhaps this is even implied, since in some cases Hera is said to have done this with the result being no less than Typhon!)

Thetis has, in ancient Greek myth, as many as thirteen children–Achilleus being the best known, but six unknown/unnamed siblings of Achilleus that did not survive infancy are also attested, as well as the primordial Thetis of Alkman’s hymn in Sparta having six further children (Poros, Tekmor, Skotos, Amar, Selana, and Marmarugas); and in modern evolving polytheistic myth, She has at least two more. It has long been a question of mine–which I have posed to the Goddess on several occasions–if Calibos should be included amongst these, as I would bet that many people who recognize that Thetis is the Goddess depicted in Clash of the Titans but don’t otherwise know the material well might assume that this character also comes from Greek tradition. As a male counterpart to Medusa, and an indirect protector of the sovereignty of the Deities by making the means of mortal ascent unavailable–despite this earning Zeus’ curse (how was Athena’s curse on Medusa Herself fair, either?)–perhaps there is a place for Calibos in our considerations in the modern world. I’ve been told “no” so far; but it was not an absolute “no.” We shall have to see what develops further, if anything.

There is one thing that the makers of this film got right, perhaps without realizing it, while still getting it “wrong”: Thetis says towards the beginning of the film, in one of Her only somewhat humorous and light-hearted moments, that Zeus once tried to “ravish” her, and He turned into a cuttlefish to do so, but she simply turned into a shark to fight him off! Interestingly, the ancient Greek word for cuttlefish is sepia, which is a word connected to Thetis quite often, including in placenames where She was honored, and the cuttlefish was an animal connected to Her. Thetis is thought to be possessed of an especially keen and cunning intelligence, as outlined in a book by Detienne and Vernant (which also deals with Metis!), and we know from modern scientific studies that cuttlefish are one of the most intelligent invertebrates there is, ranking alongside octopuses. While there is no reason that the shapeshifting Thetis could not do as She states in this film, it seems much more likely that Zeus would have assumed a more menacing form, and instead Thetis would have become a cuttlefish and evaded Him in the various ways available to cuttlefish to camouflage themselves and to slip into restricted spaces, or to simply outrun certain opponents with their jet propulsion! 😉

Updated Publications!

Though I will be updating it again in the near future (if all goes well!), I have just updated my Publications page with a few things that either just came out in the last week, or that came out…two years ago…!?! (Yeah, it’s been quite the time since then, needless to say, unfortunately…)

You’ll find both of the new ones at the bottom of the section that is headed “Essays and Articles.”

The first–from 2022–is “Bringing Sun to Earth:  A Tetrad++ic Protective Amulet,” in The Gorgon’s Guide to Magical Resistance, edited by Laura Tempest Zakroff.  Available here!  For some unknown reason, the actual Greek text of the amulet (because it’s a textual amulet that uses the Ephesia Grammata) was omitted from the published version of the article.  Please contact me if you are interested in seeing what this should look like, if you can’t figure out the Greek on your own (or you don’t have my book on this subject…which I am hoping will have a ten-year anniversary edition later this year, with some revisions and additions, including this essay, and which will have the amulet included!).

The second, from a few days ago, is “The Skin Who Walks With Me:  My Marriage to Mama Lupa,” in small gods:  an anthology of everyday animism 1, which is a wonderful project edited by Dver, which yuo can find out more about here, and the volume itself is available here! In answer to any questions which may arise: no, I am not a “Skinwalker,” nor does this have any connection to Skinwalker Ranch or anything of that nature! If you’ve seen this photo of me (which, I would note, is now archival, because I no longer look like this after I had surgery for a basal cell carcinoma that has completely changed the topography of my nose, unfortunately), then you know who Mama Lupa is.

As mentioned, I hope that another article will be added to that section of the Publications page very soon…and, with any luck, a book or two will be added to the books section as well!

Can You Give Me An “Elevator Speech” Version of Your Religion?

In a word: no.

If you’re only interested enough to spend thirty seconds (that you’re eager to see elapsing as quickly as possible!) at a half-attention’s amount of effort to take in regarding my religion, then you’re probably neither prepared for the full weight of what you might hear, nor are you sufficiently interested in nuance to appreciate why more time and effort is needed to understand why such nuance is important for a religion to be genuine, heartfelt, and virtuous rather than one which is vapid and shallow, and whose teachings are more a string of cliched prosaic platitudes masquerading as deep wisdom than something that might lead to a fulfilling engagement with the cosmos, one’s fellow humans, and the Deities found everywhere within and around both the natural and social environments.

But, more importantly: if I can give you an “elevator speech” version of my religion, then I’m not a subtle philosopher, a laconic theologian, or a simple but profound shaman, I’m a proselytizer.

Personally, I’m not interested in getting a hook into you before you shut the door in my face–or, since we’re talking “elevator speeches,” before your floor comes up and the door opens and you have to leave.

Yes, it’s certainly true, there are ways in which what can be expressed simply is often more effective, more impactful, and more appealing for many people. But because my religion is, though potentially for anyone, not for everyone, it doesn’t have to appeal to you in order to be valid for me, nor anyone else that practices something similar; and I certainly don’t have to argue for its universality by making it as basic and as lowest-common-denominator as can be in what amounts to an advertising pitch, a sound byte, a catch phrase, or a slogan. It doesn’t need to lend itself to being chanted at a march or put on a bumper sticker or the front of a too-tight-t-shirt in order to be true.

Unfortunately, people are afraid of difference, which is why so many people try to emphasize what they share with those who are different from them than what is different, and why those differences can be useful, interesting, and important to understand and to preserve. But, after fear of difference, the most pervasive fear that I think permeates Western culture currently is the fear of complexity.

Both complexity and difference are at the heart of the most essential characteristic of a polytheistic outlook: pluralism. Not only does the plural nature of reality generally speaking, but divine realities in particular, lie at the roots of polytheistic pluralism (or pluralistic polytheism!), but the importance of having differentiated Deities that have distinct personalities and interests, and needing all of these to function together organically, ecologically, and collaboratively is also a necessary characteristic of such a polytheistic approach to matters of religion and spirituality.

Monism is simple, and monotheism is easy, because if there is only one divine power and one way to properly honor said power, then anything which isn’t singular and simple is to be rejected, feared, and–as has happened repeatedly for the last nearly-two-millennia–destroyed.

If you don’t have a moment to piece through such an understanding, then it isn’t possible to comprehend why polytheistic religions can be an antidote to so much of what has gone wrong in the world under hegemonic creedal monotheistic religions. And if you don’t have the time to understand why this difference is important, then you’re likely to misunderstand that polytheistic religions aren’t just like monotheistic ones, and that polytheism isn’t just “another approach to God, a different road up the same mountain.”

No: it’s a whole range of mountains, plus caverns, plains, and entire lakes and seas with mountains aplenty underneath them, and an infinite expanse of stars above as well.

If your floor already came up and you left the elevator (i.e. you didn’t read the entirety of this post), then I hope you have a good meeting or doctor’s appointment or whatever business you came into this elevator to conduct happened to be. But if you are still here and have read all the way to the end, perhaps you’re willing to ride this elevator a bit longer, and see just how many floors there are.

Is the idea of a worldwide pan-polytheism itself “perennialist”?

I suspect even asking this question will not make this a very popular blog post amongst many people, and yet I think the underlying question does need to be asked.

Having established that, I also freely admit that I have avoided writing this post for the past few days, partially because I have been extremely busy (a lot has been going on, which I won’t get into here), but also because I wanted to think about it, make sure that I try to do it as well as possible…and with no small trepidation due to the fear of being completely misunderstood, written off after someone merely reads the subject line and then writes a screed in the comments, or a variety of other possible reactions…including that some people might say that I have “converted” or have “seen the light” or various other things which would indicate that I have either “given up polytheism” (spoiler alert: I haven’t, and won’t!), or that in merely thinking these things or articulating them aloud, that I have somehow “fallen away” from the truth or purity of belief and theology rather than presenting an idea that I think is a fair and legitimate question to ask, and why that is the case.

I will begin by saying that I have had way too many vivid experiences–including visions, theophanies, epiphanies, dream visitations, perceptions of uncanny divine presences, mystical states, meaningful ritual occasions, altered forms of consciousness, profound divination experiences, being “overshadowed” by Deities and other divine beings, moments of inspired poetry or even information-imparting that have proven on research to be accurate to what is known in history and archaeology, and had insights and moments of gnosis (and by that I mean “true gnosis,” not what some call “UPG” and so forth)–which I cannot ignore without cutting off a very large part of the meaningful, powerful, and life-sustaining components of my life story, and the person I have become because of those experiences and the Deities and other divine beings associated with them.

I am also, and equally, a person who is an arch-skeptic, and someone who once strongly identified as a “neo-agnostic.” I do not simply “believe” things just because I feel I should, or that it is good to do so, I only have such beliefs (which I define as “articulations of religious experiences”) because they reflect what I have understood about divine realities, personalities, and processes after particular experiences have happened to me. Skepticism isn’t a general and pervading doubt (though doubt, in itself, is not a bad experience to have, and is not “the opposite of” any form of religious belief), it’s an approach to one’s methodology which asks for evidence, maintains an interest, but also fosters and harbors a healthy understanding of alternative explanations and allows for the potential error of human perceptions, emotional uncertainties, and the possibilities of “wishful thinking,” confirmation bias, and other such fallacies and cognitive dissonances. I can and do regularly succeed in putting such matters in parenthesis during particular experiences, but I cannot banish such thoughts entirely in the aftermath, and continue to entertain the possibility that some of what I have experienced might not be true for anyone but me (always and in every case!), might not be accurate or factual or even applicable, and may be quite far from what I conclude, assume (and it’s best to do that as little as possible, of course!), or decide upon in a given interpretive choice. There are always other ways to choose, to interpret, and to understand nearly everything, and both discernment and divination can and are utilized (and when divination is used, discernment is also and always essential!) to make final determinations…which are rarely final in any absolute sense, and are just “final for the moment” in most cases.

The above two paragraphs may have caused potential readers to either dismiss me as a “true believer” and a total kook, especially in relation to the first of them, or as a hopeless doubter and an overly-cerebral deist or even a complete skeptic. To these I would say: more like something in between, a skeptical believer, a doubting devotee, an agnostic gnostic…something like that. And if your view is something else entirely, I am also happy to hear what you would say about it, if you decide to share such in the comments below!

Like anyone taught by the Jesuits, I regularly have a check-in with myself on whether or not what I’m doing is good for me, is leading to positive outcomes for me, and is as sensible and reasonable as possible. I also have check-ins with the Deities Themselves and make sure I am not neglecting certain things, that particular practices of mine are to Their liking as devotional acts, and that I am using my time, resources, and skills in the best ways possible in service to Them. When something is no longer reasonable, productive, or creates wellbeing, I ask the Deities if it must be continued, and if it is discontinued, I ask what should replace it or how I should modify my practices otherwise. It’s not a perfect process, by any means, but it’s how I have felt best to engage with these realities for the majority of the last 32 years (and particularly the last 23 years).

So, that brings us to the present moment, and the present question.

I was at the International Congress on Medieval Studies over the weekend, and many parts of it were very good (I won’t get into what wasn’t), and though I would have preferred to be there in-person rather than only being able to attend some of the online sessions, and to present on or preside at such sessions, my current financial and health difficulties meant this was the only viable option for me.

In a session that I organized on the future of the study of polytheism in medieval sources, one of the other panelists–Dr. Dan Attrell–raised the very good point that most of the studies regarding particular polytheistic Deities in medieval sources are being conducted in subject-specific contexts, under the headings of particular cultures and languages (e.g. Old Norse Deities, Irish Deities, Slavic Deities, etc.) rather than in some contexts where polytheism-in-itself is considered, and such efforts in regards to the latter have, thus, not been popular and haven’t been engaged with for any number of reasons (beyond the possibility of the general ill-favor toward polytheism of the largely agnostic/atheist or majority hegemonic monotheistic religious population which dominates the academic population). The study of magic continues to thrive, both in focused groups (e.g. the Societas Magica) as well as more widely in specific cultural or linguistic contexts, and “magic” can often be understood as “other people’s religion.” But, as a result of the refutation of the “Murray Hypothesis” (i.e. Margaret Murray’s view that the “witch cult” is a semi-secret revival and continuation of a pre-Christian polytheistic religion into the medieval period) in general academic discourse (even though this is accepted as a dogma amongst some Wiccans, who view their religion as “the oldest religion in the world”…which I’ve also heard from Shinto, Yoruba, and other indigenous religious practitioners!), there is something of an allergy to considering that any truly religious content is present even if Deities of polytheistic religions might be depicted, reinterpreted, or extant in medieval sources. Polytheism, Dr. Attrell said, is a religious viewpoint, and involves devotion and cultus, and thus merely speaking about Deities is not a survival of polytheism-as-such, even where and if details of such practices might either survive or be suggested.

Thus, Dr. Attrell eventually concluded that the idea of “polytheism” as a pan-cultural theological idea that has existed in many times, places, and cultures ends up sounding very much like the perennialist ideas about universal religions and wisdom traditions that have existed in every culture and all “great religions.”

I have a few reactions to this, and I’ll introduce two for the moment: one in favor of polytheism-as-itself, and one against perennialism as comparable to polytheism.

In favor of polytheism-as-itself, I would say that if polytheism is understood simply but broadly as “any theological system within a framework of religious practice which acknowledges the reality of multiple individual Deities and fosters engagement with Them in a manner of religious regard,” which draws upon some language first articulated (and articulated well!) by Theanos Thrax. This fits what Dr. Attrell said of what he thinks is a sine qua non of polytheism quite nicely; and while I would then have to agree that, in stricto sensu, polytheism-as-such is generally not found in medieval sources, but references to polytheistic Deities is certainly found therein. Furthermore, this bare (though somewhat elaborated) definition is something that does apply broadly to a variety of cultures worldwide throughout spans of time and geography. No, they all don’t interpret Deities in the same way, they all don’t share particular theologies (beyond a simply theology that assumes plurality as a norm), and the differences between diverse polytheistic systems are more numerous than their direct similarities in many cases; and yet, this shared theology of plurality can and does exist in those simplest terms across many and varied cultures, I think.

What this approach does not do which perennialism does, however, is assume that there is a “core unity” or a “common core” or a “perennial tradition” (which some older forms of medieval philosophy often associated with Christian Hermeticism and/or Italian Renaissance Humanism) would call the prisca theologia, the “ancient theology” which comes directly from a (singular) Deity and weaves through all of the differing religious traditions of the world. Such a prisca theolgia also presumes that there is a core of “truth” to this notion, which can shine through the various differences and even contradictions between diverse religious systems, and that ultimately all of these “local variations” and “cultural accretions” can be ignored or cleared away in favor of the true and common core within them all. I would argue that even in the bare definition of polytheism above, and in the existence of a theology of plurality, these local differences are not and cannot be ignored, and no one practicing polytheism would wave these away or suggest ignoring them in favor of some “deeper” sense of commonality. (Those who do, in many cases, do so from a viewpoint of “archetypes of the collective unconscious,” and ideas like “the Hero’s Journey” and so forth, and in fact advocates of these views like Joseph Campbell advise ignoring these differences quite directly!) Preserving, observing, and respecting these differences is essential to all of the polytheists I know personally; but any undue interest in such differences is generally considered a waste of time and a major distraction within a perennialist framework.

Thus, I would say that polytheism as a theological category, a theological characteristic, or a trait of a religious system can be acknowledged as existing across a variety of religions that are polytheistic (or even some that aren’t but that trend in that direction with a multiplication of saints, angels, and other often very specialized beings despite having an ostensibly monotheistic framework at their centers), but by no means all religious traditions, especially as they currently exist. Polytheism is not put forward as a universal system or framework, or even trait, but it is a very common one, and probably numerically outnumbers the different religious cultures which have been strictly monotheistic, non-theistic, or atheistic (i.e. there’s probably 20-30 of all of those at most, compared to thousands of indigenous religious cultures that were polytheistic) by a long shot. As I have said about certain other things over the years, it can exist anywhere, but doesn’t exist everywhere, and it can be for anyone, but isn’t for everyone…and thus, cannot be universal, and therefore by definition cannot be considered “perennialist.”

I think there is a worthwhile conversation to be had, as well, about the differences between polytheism as a pursuit, an interest, and a religious practice (all of which can, do, and should co-exist and interact!), and even as a characteristic and a descriptive term, and polytheism as an identity (beyond agency nouns, e.g. a “polytheist” is someone who “does polytheistic religious practices”) or an essence. Perhaps it is because of some of my early exposure to ideas from Buddhism generally and Zen in particular, but I am beginning to think more and more over the years that identity is a kind of trap when understood in an essential manner, and this applies not only to religions, but also to other characteristics like gender identity, sexual orientation, race/ethnicity, disability status, and any number of other things which may fall into the categories of intersectional diversity demographics. (No, I’m not against the existence of any of these things, and in fact have invested a lot of time and elaboration on some of these, as many of you know!)

We are currently living in a situation where there is way too much emphasis on identity characteristics of all sorts, and when peoples’ very sense of self and personhood becomes tied up with any of these characteristics, or group identities–of which religious and political ones are often the most fervently held–it leads to situations where differing factions truly hate and never speak with people of alternate group classifications. That situation is sad, and what leads to warfare, dehumanization, and divisions of all sorts; and though I’m not suggesting that we should “ignore our differences” or even de-emphasize them, in favor of some “greater unity” and “what we have in common,” but instead that we can learn to acknowledge and respect our differences, value them, and (above all!) learn not to fear such difference as an existential threat (outside of when someone is so caught up in such understandings of identity that they might seek to do active harm to others…which is actually much rarer than many might assume). We don’t have to agree, and in fact I think it is healthy to disagree on many matters; but, we should at least talk with each other, and be able to recognize that others have made certain choices for reasons that they feel are appropriate to their own cases, and if we can all come to an understanding that not everyone can, has, or needs to make the same choices we have, then there will be no problem. In pluralism (which goes hand-in-hand with polytheism), one needs others to be themselves and to act in the ways that they feel are best, because all of the diverse world needs to do what it does and fulfill its role in the divine panoply that is the plurality of existence at all levels.

I wasn’t expecting to get to quite these conclusions and articulations of ideals in the present inquiry, but there we are! I hope that this is understood in the ways that I have intended it, that no one quits reading and assumes things about me or what I think based on a small part of it taken out of context…but I also understand that this is the internet, that’s what people apparently love to do now, and so it can’t really be helped. Keep in mind, though, if your posted comments are abusive, I will not approve them; and if you have concluded something about me with partial knowledge and/or ignorance of something I spoke about at some other stage of this discussion, I will point out that you need to read what I actually said in full in order for the conversation to continue. (I was a professor at one point, and having to say “read the directions” over and over again to students happened far more frequently as the years went on, alas.)

I look forward to anyone’s civil discussion, and even disagreements that are articulated respectfully, in the days to come1

AMAZING NEWS! New Discovery from Egypt Proves the Antinoan Roots of the Cult of Glykon!

Some of you reading this may recall my article on Antinous and Glykon in Abraxas volume 5 from 2014. Well, like many things I’ve theorized or had insights over in relation to my devotional involvements with Antinous, it looks like I might have had some precognitions on this matter as well!

A few friends and colleagues in academia (because not all of them are as bad as some academics are or have been…!?!) let me know about this matter, and gave me permission to post about it here with a few caveats about journalistic coverage only; the actual publication of the find and the specifics of it for use in future academic discourse will be done by them, and full credit to them for literally digging these things up…all I did was have some interesting insights that turned out to be true!

My friend, Dr. Petra Schlangenstücke (Ph.D., University of Wuppertal, 2019) of the Warburg Institute, in conjunction with a team from the Anglo-Egyptian Exploration Society, the Harry Ransom Center for the Humanities at the University of Texas-Austin, and the Papyrology Collection at the University of Michigan-Ann Arbor, has been studying some papyrus fragments from an excavation at Tebtynis that took place over the 2022 and 2023 seasons. Six fragments of a single papyrus were found in 2022, and an additional five were found the following year, and these have been reassembled. Of course, due to material lacunae from lost pieces and wearing away of ink on the surviving papyrus fragments themselves, the full text is not available; it is hoped that further fragments might be unearthed in this year’s excavations, but enough of the text has been discerned currently that some incredibly significant conclusions can be drawn.

“What we have here is a strange tale involving the deified Antinous calling for various elements to be assembled for what appears to be a magical spell formula; the Antinous-specific details are limited to the prologue of the spell fragment as we currently have it, while other mythological figures are mentioned in the spell rubrics themselves.”

While this may seem like an interesting but nonetheless not particularly remarkable situation, the Deities mentioned in the spell and some of the ingredients called for are all things fitting what we learn of the cult of Glykon from the account provided in Lukian of Samosata’s Alexandros Pseudomanteis, “Alexander the False Prophet,” a satirical work that has been viewed variously by scholars in the twentieth and twenty-first centuries.

“In our twentieth-century way, we have too often taken Lukian’s writing on these matters as a kind of investigative journalist’s exposé, as if it reveals the truth about the cult and mysteries of Glykon,” Dr. Schlangenstücke comments. “In reality, we should think of Lukian more as a tabloid story of the late twentieth century in the U.S. than a muckraker in the early twentieth century: there are elements of truth to Lukian’s critique, but overall it is more ‘muck’ than fact, and much of it was done for lurid appeal rather than an interest in exposing fraud. Lukian was a satirist, after all, more of a humorist telling a comedic story rather than someone dedicated to arriving at objective and factual truth in his writings–categories which did not exactly exist at the time, after all.”

The matter of whether it is Lukian who knew of this text or one like it, or if perhaps Alexander of Abunoteichos (or, perhaps even, his collaborator Cocconas, if indeed such an individual existed and is not the invention of Lukian) knew it more directly, is not certain at this stage, but it appears possible that one or both of the prophet and the satirist may have encountered it, or a text like it.

In particular, the relevant parts of the translation roughly reads:

“Miraculous spell for snake divination. This formula was known to the Divine Antinous, when He came from Bithynia to Egypt to hunt the [lion?] and its two companion serpents. The first serpent was trampled by the horse of the Divine Antinous, and receded into the desert; but the second became spattered with the blood of [the lion?–lacunae, about three lines missing] lotus, but the stone serpent fell into the papyrus swamp. It was this stone that allowed the Oracle of the Divine Antinous in His holy city upon the Nile to discern truth from falsehood, to provide dreams to those visiting His temple, to reveal cures for headache, distempers of the bowels, and boils of the skin, and to tell the times of birth of women wishing to conceive children after periods of barrenness. Pachrates of Heliopolis wrote down the spell, and gave the stone to [two lines missing] and the following formula had been spoken by the Divine Antinous, to take [the materials?]…

“[about ten lines missing] when it has come out of the water, and is safe upon the black mud, take the egg of an ostrich and remove the embryo, being careful not to split the shell nor crack it in half. Insert a deified [scarab] beetle into it, along with the ashes of a burnt offering of a waterfowl immolated on acacia wood, along with hyssop, myrrh, and three measures of hair from a four-footed creature still living. Sit on the ground with this egg between one’s folded legs, sealed with black mud from the papyrus swamp, and bring in a large python; if the python is trained or docile, it may be alive, but if ferocious, it is better that [it is dead?]. Wrap the python around the one seated, and let sleep come over him, and say the following: PHORBORBORA MISONKTAIK AAAEEEIIIOOOYYY BAINCHOOCH MENE MENE MENE Holy Selene, keeper of the Gates of Nyx, MARMORMARA AIX ASKI KATASKI etc., I N son of N ask the Divine Asklepios to send His son to aid me in my sleep, that I may know the cures needed on this occasion, AIM AIN AIX AIP AIR AIS AIT, IAO IAO IAOAI. The Goddess Selene will descend in a vision to the one sitting, and will offer to become his lover, and he will dream…

“[five lines missing] adorned with a leopard’s skin, and upon his head a headdress made from the sidelocks of twelve pure children at their coming-of-age, and if possible, let two or more of these be hair of flax or honey in color, as Apollon the father of Asklepios [text breaks off]…”

While the details do not match exactly, and the mantic stone is not attested elsewhere, several elements in the spell do match the cultus of Glykon as reported by Lukian quite closely.

“Perhaps we will see,” Dr. Schlangenstücke hopes, “that some further eyes on the text itself, and our proposed reconstructions and translations, may turn up more ideas and insights into the remainder of the text’s contents, and what else might have been in here. I find the collaboration of scholars in fields different from my own are often the most fruitful in approaching problems from a different angle, and yielding valuable information as a result.”

Dr. Schlangenstücke is also working on a large corpus of Greek and Graeco-Egyptian names which can be contextually classified as cases of nominative determinism. “Pachrates of Heliopolis’ name is relevant in this regard–it’s been sitting there in front of everyone for centuries, and yet no one has asked why a magician attributed with compositions related to Antinous might be named this; the Pancrates comparison, or possibly confusion, is also interesting, but let us prefer to take what is actually written rather than what clever ideas we might prefer that are more our own constructions than what can be verified.”

As more information becomes available, I will certainly let all of you know what I find out! The publication of these results is expected in the latter part of 2024, or perhaps early 2025. Stay tuned!